क्या हुआ??

I packed my bags and went out the door

knowing exactly what I was leaving for

the open road laid out ahead

possibilities swimming inside my head

We said goodbye as tears flowed down

loved ended by this ambition found

I said, “It’s hard, but look out there!

Too ignore opportunity just isn’t fair!”

Now I stand at the junction, with luggage nearby

Should be filled with hope but I only can cry

I could take advantage of these chances, so new

But they feel empty and worthless with the absence of you.

Is it just my neurosis? The state of my head?

Always running and running, for what I could have instead.

Now running seems pointless; burn my suitcase, and backpack

But have I destroyed things? Should I try to go back?

Or will I repeat this, and run off again?

Will I lose my true soulmate and give up a best friend.

Or will I finally trust myself and come home to you?

I wish someone would tell me just what I should do….